Soooooo v-day tomorrow…
Another Day: The S Crew!
something strange just happened
I fucking hate Dallas. I want to seriously have the power to ban him. Because he is such a horrible person.
BEN is better than him. I should have recorded what that asshole said to me when I was telling him that he was taking things too far. It was funny at first, then he went over board and literally offended me, and I told him to tone it down, and he said he had no respect for me, so why would he. He also made Soosan not want to talk in vent when he’s not around. I tried telling him what he did was something that he could easily fix, and he refused to do so. I used that as an example of what he was doing to me, and gave him a way out of it, and instead he got serious and started saying some fucked up shit to me. I don’t even want to repeat it.
This guy made me so frustrated, I actually cried in frustration which I never do!
Yeah totally worse than Ben. I actually see Ben in a whole new light where I actually appreciate his presense. That is how bad Dallas is.
Basically, he only gives respect to those he wants to give respect to. I seriously think he took all the jokes I said to him seriously. I wasn’t being serious period. I even told him I was kidding and everything, and he still got pissy.
Guys, I never rage like this, but that guy is a fucking douchebag, and I just don’t want to ever talk to him again. So from now on, when he’s on vent, I am going to avoid him as much as fucking possible.
ARG RAAAGE!
Sephora finds God.
Take a minute to digest this wonderfulness.
Picture those things crawling like fat, happy, furry worms all over the place. (I know its an alpaca and it has legs.. but just imagine how awesome reality would be.)
It irritates me when,
I go into Ventrilo, and everyone’s playing a game, and I ask what their playing.
And everyone is playing HoN. But ignoring me.
It’s crap. I can’t play it, because I don’t meet the requirements, but I also don’t want to play it just to communicate with people. It’s sooo annoying. It’s like I have to play it, in order to be talked to.
HoN is stupid. What’s so great about it? =(
The fleeting worth of insight at the price of… sanity.
Cold lately, eh? At least up here in Canada. I’m clutching this cup of coffee like a priest holds a crucifix during an exorcism.
I’m about to sound pretentious as hell.
Every person that has gotten close to me inevitably ends up complimenting me on my mental flexibility. I excel in debates, conceptual abstractions…etc. I’ve had 4-5 university professors say I’m “brilliant”. The cliche stings most when I dont believe a word of it.
No, this isn’t misplaced humility or a roundabout way to get praise. I have severe mental issues – I’ve been to 6-7 psychologists in my life – attempted against my own life more than 3 times. As I’m typing this, I check the back of my wrists, and there they are, the reminders of my rather tumultuous adolescence. (I’m past my 20’s if you didnt know)
Dammit my coffee mug is cold again.
Psychological convalescence sounds like a splendorous episode, which I can’t seem to take part in, no matter how I mentally enact it. I don’t believe in God, but I cant help to find undertones of malice in what I inappropriately call “Fate”. (Look mommy, agnostics getting mystical!)
Under the illusion that I’m preserving a modicum of transparency with you guys, I’m writing this entry because I’m frustrated with myself at the moment.
I took 6 courses this semester (Total of 12 essays, 6 presentations, 12 exams – countless pages to read) and its the first time I’ve been confronted with my own limitations. I feel like a tremendous failure. As I came home after dropping out from one of my classes… I felt overwhelmed by a sense of vulnerability that I’m still in the process of purging.
It’s strange, but I hate to lose.
I hate having my academic ambitions denied by my own inabilities to cope with stress…
I’m reminded of these lyrics “We are too young to know better, but frailty comes with age.”
I made myself an avocado sandwich and logged on vent to see who was in. But, who am I gonna talk to? The big, rambunctious internet tough guys? Man, I’m lucky I dont get called a fag that often….
/ Rant.
(It will get better, I swear)
Messege of the day !
Go girl, it’s your birthday
Open wide, I know you’re thirsty
Say aah… (hey)
Say ahh…
And we don’t buy no drinks at the bar
We pop champagne cuz we got that dough
Let me hear you say ahh…
If you want me say ahhh…
Rainin’
Its been rainin’ all day today. Its so perfect for my gloomy mood.
Still though went out with my cousin to this japanese market. Man and right next to it was like this store called “Book Off”. We made of it a lot when we saw but when we got in, Oh mannnn! That place was TIGHT! Rare manga books for 2-5 bucks! Rare video games and freaking a shit load of japanese illustration book that’s hella cheap! Fuck Anime Expo, Book Off is where its at!
Oh we also found a shitload of anime VHS. Like Pokemon first movie, Digimon first movie and the whole first season. We were gonna get it but then we were like “Wait, do any of us have VHS player?” So yeah exciting, I feel like I’m gonna get sick again but oh well. I can’t be sick now, this thursday we’re plannin’ on goin’ to a japanese restaurant and then karaoke. Then friday going to UCR to see my cousin and chill at her apartment.
Though I’m still upset about yesterday. But at the same time I feel somewhat bad that I got mad at him again. And V-day’s this Sunday.
sigh… this is hard tryin’ to stay angry at him and not tryin’ to talk to him.. lol..
Whoa
There is someone that has an email with “claksson” who registered.
Can you say Superman fan? What are the odds of that happening?
I also looked up another-day.info to see what it shows on google, and it has a screenshot of my OLD layout with Clark, Lois & Jimmy on the layout. LOL
Hmmmmm….I hope it changed…
Why don’t you warn members first, k?
Found this yesterday, on the CW Lounge that I never visit until yesterday:
Folks,
Please remember that the word filter is there for a reason. Also, please remember that by-passing the word filter to use words that are not allowed is a double violation.
We’ve seen an increase in these violations of late. Those of you who are good citizens of the community, staying within the rules, don’t need to be subjected to such language.
Starting now, anyone who has to have a post edited or deleted because of profanity or masked profanity will be given an automatic 15 day ban for the first offense. Each offense thereafter will add an additional 15 days, even with a different member name
Mods
I replied with:
No wonder I got banned.
If I would have known this topic existed, I would have been more careful.
I never mask my profanity towards PEOPLE. But sometimes have a habit of over exaggerating certain words.
Either way, you should put this on every board. Not all of us come to the main board. The only reason I came here was because someone told me to check out a game here.
Kind of sucks I didn’t get a good warning. But eh, now I know this exists. Still, not everyone knows this topic exists.
Oh and btw, it’d be nice when we get banned, we get a clear reason why we got banned, and what sentence or paragraph got us banned.
I got banned a week ago, and was baffled at the reasons why I got banned when I didn’t use any ‘masked’ profanity. When I contacted the forum people, they never responded to me. As a member, I feel like these things could be avoided if we knew exactly what got us banned so we can avoid it in the future.
I got banned TWICE so far since I’ve been here, and not once have I been given the exact words that I said that got me banned. I have reason to believe that what words I used last time, I used the first time I got banned. My post got deleted so I couldn’t read over what probably got me banned.
I’d appreciate it if you guys think about this. And yes, I do think you guys are doing a good job other than not telling the banned people why they got banned a little bit more clearer.
This is merely a suggestion.
Gosh, these people are supposed to be professionals! Even WE warn people on our forum. Lol
Gotta post this.
Amazing right?
